To Thank a Tangerine

what does it mean
but that i've been
living in a dream

and now...
before a sun goes down
I can believe
that I live
in between...

and it's okay with me
being closer to free
because waking up
many times
without stops
is nothing close
to what I can see

being closer to free

" there's a seam... "
with a value
of being a means
but there are stakes
and what it takes
to ride a light beam
is more
than a mortal ache

dying in a scream

" We're Agent Orange "

then in the see...
I could breathe